hey crys dear ily

muacks :)

like i said, my existence doesn't matter.

What's becoming of this world we live in? Compassion doesn't exist anymore. Lets learn to love.

hot + cold = warm

Disappointments once again, gotta get used to it. Being surrounded with the happiest things and the best people.
Happy birthday Shannon. You're fifteen today. Time to wake up.

words that cannot be spoken

HAHA I was so high in the morning idky. Well maybe cos things are really really getting better and better. I'm so bloody happy I cant even express it. But I have to thank myself for being so thick skinned one final time, which actually gave our relationship a conclusion and bring back the friendship. Well but will still take abit of time to adjust back to that common space in your heart.

I think I'm gonna flunk Emath like some shit. Seriously. Almost confirm gonna fail lor. I love talking to bra. I love talking to you too. Damn. Got to get used to the way you probably treat normal friends.

Remember. You are what you hate.

Things will always change for the better. Just believe.

Well, I agree to the above statement to a certain extent. Things are really starting to look up. And I'm glad. Really glad. Even tho I may be reduced to just a normal friend, honestly I'm being greedy and not very satisfied, I'm still thankful that I haven't lost a friend :)

Haseena called me and ah lian that stupid ah beng ):

死人头

已经是第二次了。

我再次看错了他。

我到底在干什么啦！

妈的。如果你不想在跟我好的话，拜托就说一声好吗！

母亲节快乐 mothers' day happy!

Today is... a good day.

woke up at like 8. Prepared and went to get flowers for mummy ;) walked back in the bloody hot sun -.- sweat like shit lah. Came home and gave her her beautiful bouquet. Happy. Tuition in the afternoon as usual went earlier for consultation on nutrients. Helped alot. Turtle came late again. Every week without fail one. REALLY TURTLE LEH HAIYO.

I guess things are looking up for me and the person. Likey lunching together on thursday. Hmm... See how.

because water is (Y)

Okay i give up. No more emo kid. Enough is enough!
haha if you want to harp on the situation and act emo when you talk to me, so be it. I dont give a fuck anymore. Oh really? You say you dont have a problem with me? Really? Wow. STOP FUCKING LYING.

The other day i was texting ah wan and we decided to go on a diet together :) But since we love food so much, gonna start small. Only water for beverages. WATER WATER WATER. No green tea, no ice lemon tea, no coke, NO NOTHING. Just water. Water is good. It has like zero sugar, and improves your complexion. Water is awesome. Bye bye bb tea ):

First attempt at Green Tea Souffle Swiss Roll last night. FAIL.

shit I'm fucking depressed. My Souffle didn't set right. Neither did my red bean paste. sigh. And i thought I was all that. Well, I'm gonna make another one when i come back. probably Green Tea chiffon cake. Much easier.

Furthermore, I dreamt of the bastard. Fml.

fag

Some guys... are real bastards.

After you are to the point where you forget everything that happened to a large extent, he reappears. Reminds you of what happened, affect you a little more, gives you some hope of friendship, then leaves. I mean like, WHO DOES THAT -.-