A new blog, a fresh start.
A lot of shit has been going on recently I could just die. As most of you know my story. I ended a relationship sometime ago and was never able to get over it. HAHA you know I cant stand myself. Like seriously why am I so annoying -.- Fickle like shit lah honestly. And now I land myself in this shit and make myself seem so desperate. Good job shannon pow. Good job.
Some stuff that happened a few days ago got me thinking.. I've been a spare tyre for too long. I've been too forgiving, always the one giving way. Hence, people trample all over me and I dont even mind. When they need me, Im there. When I need them, all siam. Used to it. I was really pissed. Am i really of that low value?
The best thing is that some people do it subconsciously. Im always being put at second place. I bet he used to put me at 2nd place too. Thats why he didnt do anything. Im of low importance, since Im so easy, why bother right? "Aiyah she'll come back one lah! I can push her away again and she'll still come back" I bet this is what he's thinking. But whatever. I cant be bothered anymore. He doesn't deserve me lah.
ITS TIME TO WAKE UP SHANNON.
Really appreciate the love from some of my closest family and friends, namely Brandon and Crystal. Don't know what I'd do without you. And Wong RuiJun. HAHAHA you're forever my best gossip girl.
I really have to focus. Mid years are approaching at lightning speed. And I still have not started panicking.
Well, its time to dump relationships aside for now and focus. NO. scrap that. I'm never taking any initiative ever again. They think I'm so easy? They're wrong. I'm going back to primary school mentality where guys are enemies. Because they will end up hurting you in one way or another.
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